I want to encourage every man who struggles with unwanted homosexuality. I want you to know that you are not alone. There are many men just like you, who are looking for, or who are on, another path - a path that society doesn't give us easy access to, but a path that is available all the same. Change is possible - that which we are told is impossible is in fact possible. Our sexuality is not some fixed state that is unalterable - there is fluidity in sexuality. You hear about straight guys who 'experiment' as kids - society doesn't say they are gay! You also hear of guys who have lived heterosexual lives deep into life, but then they experience homosexuality. Some in society would say they were never straight - probably there are some who in that sense were living a lie - but for many, from their discussion of their lives, both heterosexuality and homosexuality were evident. The gay lobby are content for men to go from straight to gay, but they deride and criticise those who go from gay to straight. Don't live your life by anyone else's values - live it by your own. If you want change, if you value it, then go after it. Press on - it truly is possible.
I am on that path of change. I want to document this change in my life through this blog. I choose to be authentic. I will not hype up this change - I will not make false claims about change in my life. I will express the truth of my experience. I hope that as you read and watch me change, that you will gain more hope to change too.
For the sceptics - follow my story, follow this time in my life. I don't want to deceive or manipulate. I simply want to challenge you with the reality of all the theory demonstrated through a life.
We're led to beleive that change is impossible - well, "Impossible is nothing". Impossible just sets a challenge. I'm going for it!
